Some things take forever to happen. Others can manifest instantaneously. The truth within us is what we choose to believe. As I lean more into what rings within me, I see valuable opportunities presenting themselves. All I do is take one step after the other and trust myself in my personal growth. Creating is keeping me alive. Falling in love with my purpose again. Just like it happened in High School. Distractions, distractions, distractions, and then clarity all of a sudden. I’ve been falling in love again. Lots of feelings are indescribable. Butterflies can best depict it in a single word. Yet, even the profundity of falling in love with the divine feminine is shadowed by impermanence. The picture isn’t always that clear though. Sometimes the melancholy is vague and impermanence doesn’t seem to fully encapsulate the idea. This feeling isn’t one to be understood… and it’s one we can’t escape. Loving unconditionally without attachment is a challenge, but I really feel like living this way is the way. Holding healthy boundaries, living authentically. Everyone’s path is so different.
January 2024:
Releasing instrumental tracks is something I’ve been wanting to get back into. Besides the other day, It’s been years since I released a beat or standalone musical piece. Leaning into that, I’ve created a new music page for instrumentals. This is Better Homie where I’ll be creating instrumental pieces accompanied with a video on my YouTube. Go ahead and subscribe so you don’t miss the first one! There’s already music out on the Spotify account. Stay up to date by subscribing below and/or find me on social media @carsunonearth. Everything is perfect. Love y’all. -Carson
Secret portals of success are opening.